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Dear Reader,

This blog came to life out of my frustration for a love I gained and lost. It reflects the things I have gone through so far. The emotions I felt are also expressed in words here, be it good or bad. It also aims to give sense to all the things that has transpired in my life for the past few months.

I hope no one will be offended by some of the situations I describe in my post. In line with this, I do not aim to character assassinate anyone I describe on any of my post. I simply try my best to present what I see and feel.

Enjoy reading.

Sincerely,

Mart

Seven

Seven. This is suppose to be one of the most significant numbers in the Bible. Remember God tells us to forgive 7 times 77 times and so on times. There is so much significance related to this number about God, which some people also consider as their lucky number.

But if it is such a number, why do I feel empty today. This is suppose to be the 7th day of reviewing my life. My mind, heart and soul feels empty. I pray almost every morning. As I ask for forgiveness, peace of mind and strength for myself, I still feel empty. I am not expecting for any extraordinary miracle to change my day. I am just blank as a page.  How depressing?

I am still thinking of reasons why my day is like these. I guess I will just pray some more.

God thank you for this day even if i feel empty!

Sorry God also! Because I still love her. I don't know why. It just is.
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